friday wine (5-4-2024)

[sinku]

happy friday.

ive been set up all week outside my old college handing out flyers. the college kids are the owner's target audience, but business is still slow. A few take them and then drop them rather than even throwing them away, which made me a little sad. i feel weird being near my old college already, sort of sad, but I don't know. a little wistful? i wonder what id do if i were 18 or 19 again ... but also glad im not, that would be so ass. ive spoken to a few of the students who stop and ask me about the restaraunt, and then we get talking about other stuff. they are nice kids. ive been given candy and pringles during the week lol.

i might start fixing scooters and reselling them because i enjoy working on mine and my dad proposed trying it with a really cheap runner he found on fb marketplace. But the guy didnt get back to us, so I dunno what is going on with that.

I am working on a doom project I think I will post into the gamedev thread about. A new friend and I are making map layouts and then swapping them and finishing eachothers work. It is a really good time, makes me flex different muscles than I usually do when I make maps, makes me work faster. I feel like I could churn maps out real fast if I had to, but its not like anyones ever gonna hold me at gunpoint to make doom maps haha.

love you paralogue, im gonna drink some gin when I get home this evening.

[JennyDog]

i feel weird being near my old college already, sort of sad, but I don't know. a little wistful? i wonder what id do if i were 18 or 19 again ... but also glad im not, that would be so ass.

After I graduated I lived near my uni for a year, and despite it being the center of my social life then it being the only thing around felt kind of miserable after leaving -- a lot of the good social structures I enjoyed simply weren't there anymore.

I think that standard thing would be spending too much time in a liminal space, but also it haunts you with the options.

looking forward to Doom!